ORRAR - Near Death Experiences - NDE

NDE Case No. OND10011
Wales - UK

FULL NAME: Jill Hodges

POSTAL ADDRESS: Unknown

OCCUPATION: Unknown

E-MAIL: Unknown

COUNTRY: Wales (UK)

DATE OF BIRTH: Age 42

TYPE OF ACCIDENT (Give Full Details):

Closed head injuries: Sustained from a 25 ft fall down a metal outside staircase. Was knocked out, lost spinal fluid and sustained a 3 quarter skull fracture injury to visual cortex parietal lobe, left side and left side temporal lobe. Life support for 4 days. Accident 3 years ago now but was left with paralysis on left side now almost gone and derealisation and depersonalization (dissassociative disorder).

WAS IT LIFE THREATENING: Yes

DATE OF ACCIDENT (Include time if known) : Unknown

LOCATION OF ACCIDENT (Include Town): Wales

HOW DID THIS ALTER YOUR BELIEFS, SPIRITUALITY,
SUPERNATURAL OR ANY LIKEWISE TOPICS
e.g Out of Body Experiences, Angels etc. :

I am looking to get back to the universe that I came from. I can't get it out of my mind that I am on a mission and that something big is about to happen. Nothing seems real here and I don't remember the violence and hostilities that I see around me today. Also I have become vegetarian (people that say they new me before the accident can't understand why I am like this now). I feel that humans should not eat other animals. I feel things that are not there like electrical charges and my dreams have lost colour, all dreams are now in blue contrasting from dark blue to indigo's not light blues and I always have the same dreams. i.e, places, people in my dreams are more real and every night I go to some place that I live and work, have a car and social life, its better than my waking hours. It's as if every night I visit a new land not like this world, I am getting to know the people so well. I meet people join clubs, find my way about and I remember when! I wake exactly what went on and what was said.

It's almost like I can't wait to get back to sleep sometimes, as if I am being called to sleep because someone in my sleep world is calling me and when i get that feeling something important happens in my dream. (I am not a nut okay I'm just injured) I used to be a biological psychologist and I have a degree in space science and astronomy and was due to return to Uni to do Masters in psychology before the accident.

OTHER STRANGE OCCURRENCES: No

FURTHER INFORMATION: I feel as though I must complete something, but I do not know what it is. I always feel that I am on a mission or something and since the accident I have become very involved with the paranormal and ufology, ancient astronaut theories and seem to be searching for answers that I have no questions for!

DATE OF REPORT TO ORRAR: 2006
ORRAR CASE NO. OND10011